created: October 23, 2026
modified: October 23, 2026
Disclaimer: These are mostly just ideas to me. I would be fine if I had no extraordinary experiences for the rest of my life. It's kinda related to my thoughts on "existential entitlement" that I might write about at some point, but it's also just that meaning and life goals for me are more measured in a perpetual state than accrual of experience. This is partly why I want a perfect memory... like maybe I value experience less because of the lossiness as it compresses into the state of stasis.